If I had a way to tell you
With my words then I would say
First and foremost that I love you
I’d tell you every single day.
I’d tell you how much it pains me
To whine and scream and fight,
But that I can’t seem to help myself,
In this world so loud and bright.
I’d tell you that inside my head,
There’s so much that I know,
Math and words and music,
But I just don’t know how to show.
I’d tell you how very much
A part of your world I wish to be.
But that there’s just too much going on
To join in your games, for me.
I’d tell you that I’m in here!
This, I want to scream and shout.
I’d tell you that I’m a person, too,
Of this I have no doubt.
And I’d tell you, don’t give up on me!
I have such a future bright.
But only if you believe in me,
And keep it in your sight.
I’d tell you how much more to me
Than autism wants to come through.
I have interests and desires,
I’m just waiting to show to you.
I’d tell you that I know things,
That you would never guess.
Not by voice, but hands and body,
This is how I express.
I may never speak your language,
But if you can learn mine,
I will tell you, tell you, tell you…
I tell you all the time.